January felt like a month made of deep water emotionally &… actually. The flood that swept through our property left behind more than damage; it stirred up a kind of inward tide in me. I tend to spiral inward during a crisis, slipping into what I call “battery saving mode.” All the non‑essential apps of my life shut down, and the only things left running are survival, family, and whatever small tasks keep me moving.
The timing was uncanny. Just days before the flood, Tyler, Tristen, and I had a meeting together that felt like a reset, a deep breath. And then the waters rose. Since then, I’ve felt like I’ve been wading through something murky, trying to figure out where my energy belongs and how to move forward without something brushing my feet and triggering my nervous system. One weekend was a flood, the next a severe ice storm, and the next 5 inches of snow. My studio, usually my recharge station, became harder to reach, and harder to settle into. So I’ve been piddling, in the best and most honest sense of the word. Little experiments & small comforts. I want to get back to a place where I am developing stronger as a painter and a “fine artist”, but I am also trying to accept the part of me that finds regulation in simple crafts.
Winter always nudges me toward fiber arts, and this year macramé has taken the wheel. I’ve been knotting planter holders for those recycled bottles, weaving them into windchimes, and tinkering with sealed terrariums made from the glass containers I unearthed while cleaning the studio. I don’t know yet what all this piddling will become, but it has kept my hands busy in a bizarre month.
And now — finally — it’s February. A new month, a little more light, and some bright spots on the horizon. We’re gearing up for our Valentine’s Day Art Market with the Dahlonega Arts Alliance! I always love sharing our space with other local artists. I spend so much time alone in my studio, I often forget that it is good to pause and find community. I love bridging that connection between our customers and some of my favorite local creatives.
Then on February 22nd, I’ll be hosting free arts and crafts for kids 12:30-4. This is a drop-in style event where families can craft together or let their young artists explore independently. On these days, my studio becomes a space where it is not only okay to make a mess but encouraged. I have accepted that making art is largely about making & cleaning up messes. The mess is unavoidable and constant, but necessary if I want to allow kids and adults alike to connect with that uninhibited part of themselves. I think I want to play with some macrame or fabric weaving projects this time.
My son needs my computer for his digital learning snow day, and a Root Awakening is calling my name from the fridge! If your hands are cold, I hope you find ways to warm them on a project this winter season. Onwards and upwards!
Cheers
